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Tue, 22 May 2007 09:18:24 GMT

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 17:58:56 GMT

I guess... I shall be leaving this home real soon..

Sorry Xanga, I guess, I shall need to leave u guys here..

Maybe I shall post from time to time.. :)

but i am moving to a better home.!! *sniff**sniff*

Anyway, friends, who has been reading this..

My new home will be at http://ultimat3.blogspot.com

welcome in there

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 08:38:34 GMT

Hmm...

Podcasting.>!!

Found some new interest.. :)

www.odeo.com

Enjoy ..

I have to learn to live life just like that :)

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 10:21:19 GMT

Hmmm......

I've been real pissed with myself and everything beside me...

The part that hurt the most is that thing called "heart"...

I find that, no point being hurt for that small matter as to I regard it to..

It will take some time to cool off...

Not only that, but matters around me doesn't seem to go right...

But this kinda thing have to come in when other matters doesn't go right...

Which makes me real fucked!!

The time is just ticking and it is just waiting for its time to explode...

When, I dunno.. but I know it will soon blow off...

Already people have been telling me, I'm too humble..

One once told me, I will end up with trouble being too humble...

I learnt my lesson... but it is hard for me to change...

I'm tough on the outlook... but deep inside... I am soft...

It is the time again for me to just "fuck" everything else... and just stay with myself...

Time to be alone... which is the best for me... in times like this...

Friday, October 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 11:02:58 GMT

I wanna shout...

I wanna punch something...

I just feel uneasy...

"So near but yet so far" is the word I should describe...

Why this kinda thing have to happen to me all the time...

Is it that I am fated to be in this way?!! HUH!!

God got a plan for me.. ? A better plan I would say..??

Or I am just not good enough..?

What do I need to do? What else?

It is so obvious..!!! Can't you see it? Why can't you realize what I am doing!!

COME ON...!!!

AAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:19:32 GMT

I think..!!

It is getting there...

I dunno..

lets hope that it all goes on well..

It is just.. that feeling ...

I dunno how to explain.. but i can feel it..

Friday, October 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 11:54:13 GMT

It has been centuries since I last updated this blog..

I'm now blogging in my MSN Space blog..

If you all dunno.. why am I still blogging when I know no one reads it..

Bah..

Anyway..

Well, I've been troubled.. with many things.. but I always want to keep
myself positive..

I've taken a few wrong decision.. and few wrong steps..
But I hope I will not take the wrong decision again..

Oh well, I dunno wat to say.. cause I like to keep everything to myself.. unless to someone whom I can really trust and talk to.. I will..

Anyway.. I am now in the verge of sad and happy and anger as well..

I will burst one day.. I want to go somewhere alone..
Somewhere where I can just take a drink.. and just think.. and talk to myself..
Somewhere where I can feel the nature.. and just be with it..

Somebody.. just give me a hit in the head and knock some sense into the brain..
I go crazy some times.. and it is like mood swings..

FUCK THIS WORLD!!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 12:57:40 GMT

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 07:57:14 GMT

SAD...

It is sad.. that exam is coming..
It is sad.. that I have alot to struggle..
It is sad.. because.. I dunno what I am sad for..

Next week exam is starting.. it is Final Term exam..
The week after that I am leaving to Maldives..
But with no money.. to spend.. hope I can earn some before I go

Anyway.. Everything is fine as of now..it will get better soon..

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 01:55:24 GMT

Merdeka

Well, 31st August 2005. Malaysia celebrates its 48th Birthday with style and glamour.
Soldiers marching, anxious children and patriotic parents flock to Putrajaya.
So much so for style and glamour. Just because it is 31st of August and its MERDEKA.

For me, Merdeka today, is not as special as the ones I celebrated when I was young.
Nothing much for me to say, as I as a Malaysian just feel that this is the day for me to hang out with my fellow friends and have a short drink.

Much have I known, but the meaning of Merdeka is not what others see as it is.

But, all I wish for this good Malaysia of 48 years old is a better leadership, and a better Malaysian living.
I wish for a more transperancy government, a more democratic government. I wish for freedom of speech and EQUALITY among all races and religion.

Happy Birthday Malaysia.

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