I wanna shout...

I wanna punch something...

I just feel uneasy...

"So near but yet so far" is the word I should describe...

Why this kinda thing have to happen to me all the time...

Is it that I am fated to be in this way?!! HUH!!

God got a plan for me.. ? A better plan I would say..??

Or I am just not good enough..?

What do I need to do? What else?

It is so obvious..!!! Can't you see it? Why can't you realize what I am doing!!

COME ON...!!!

AAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....