GO!!

I guess... I shall be leaving this home real soon..

Sorry Xanga, I guess, I shall need to leave u guys here..

Maybe I shall post from time to time.. :)

but i am moving to a better home.!! *sniff**sniff*

Anyway, friends, who has been reading this..

My new home will be at http://ultimat3.blogspot.com

welcome in there

Hmm...

Podcasting.>!!

Found some new interest.. :)

www.odeo.com

Enjoy ..

I have to learn to live life just like that :)

Hmmm......

I've been real pissed with myself and everything beside me...

The part that hurt the most is that thing called "heart"...

I find that, no point being hurt for that small matter as to I regard it to..

It will take some time to cool off...

Not only that, but matters around me doesn't seem to go right...

But this kinda thing have to come in when other matters doesn't go right...

Which makes me real fucked!!

The time is just ticking and it is just waiting for its time to explode...

When, I dunno.. but I know it will soon blow off...

Already people have been telling me, I'm too humble..

One once told me, I will end up with trouble being too humble...

I learnt my lesson... but it is hard for me to change...

I'm tough on the outlook... but deep inside... I am soft...

It is the time again for me to just "fuck" everything else... and just stay with myself...

Time to be alone... which is the best for me... in times like this...

I wanna shout...

I wanna punch something...

I just feel uneasy...

"So near but yet so far" is the word I should describe...

Why this kinda thing have to happen to me all the time...

Is it that I am fated to be in this way?!! HUH!!

God got a plan for me.. ? A better plan I would say..??

Or I am just not good enough..?

What do I need to do? What else?

It is so obvious..!!! Can't you see it? Why can't you realize what I am doing!!

COME ON...!!!

AAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....